emotions running wild!

A little too not over you..

2009-06-09T09:06:00.001-07:00

29 April 2009

2009-04-29T07:25:00.000-07:00

'Ai Seh!'(quote from kelly) i very long never blog liao..busy..
FIRSTLY
Congratulations on Jackson for being appointed as Captain of the volleyball team...not that its unexpected..but nevertheless..Congratulations to IJohn as well, our new vice-captian..great choice the teacher made! next year SRJC's volleyball gonna go on to finals!!(not because i'm there..heh..)
SECONDLY
I thought about organising a 4EP class outing..volleyball at sentosa? Although we have done it before, but i thought it would be better then just watching a movie? hmm... tell me your views?(oh yea, dont worry..i still not as good as justin yet..)Oh yea, it would most likely be on the third week of june? cos i know first two weeks are normally burnt..and many schools have their MYE after the June holidays?so i thought of leaving the last week for you guys to mug(if you think you need to anyway....)
THIRDLY
I am now trying very hard to play Tifa's theme on the piano..i'll show you a video of someone very good at it..followed by some great music from FF7 and FF7(Advent children)

Cloud smiles.

10 April 2009

2009-04-10T06:17:00.000-07:00

Yo! tmr got math re-test..(can conclude i failed my lecture test:( )anyways, I am going to PASS it this time!!ARGH!!
Phone
Still havent got it back..but i managed to get my smses back..haiz...got to wait until SUNDAY before i get my N81 back in working condition..noo!all my songs, my games..my contacts..all gone because of a moment's folly..now i know how it feels like if your phone has no caller ID..you get a string of numbers, followed by a message that gives you absolutly NO clue who sent it..nvm..THAT LIFE IS GONNA END!!YEAH!!
Feelings
Crap..not feeling very good..nearing the end of the week..down with flu..must be the cold jokes from aaron and rui xue(but hey!its enjoyable most of the time..untill the jokes get really lame...)just imagine sitting inbetween two glaciers in a lecture hall with the air-con on at full blast..oh yea..not to forget..i get this weird feeling i'm being ignored..maybe its just me..hmm..
Thoughts
After a long chat with Mr..., i am starting to doubt my childhood dream of being a microbiologist..Do i really want to spend 24 hours a day, 360 days a week(lol) pipetting the same substance over and over again in the lab for research purposes?hmm..maybe i should look at other job prospectives..professionalm gamer perhaps?

5 April 2009

2009-04-05T04:17:00.000-07:00

YO! this week very stressed up.. many lecture tests coming up..wonder if all the jc's are facing the same situation now..hmm..anybody understand the summation stuff from maths? if you do, can explain to me the part on the "method of difference"? your corporation will be greatly appreciated!
Darn...i smashed my phone by accident..droped it while i ended a call to my mum my way home from school..looks like a spider made a web on my lcd screen..feeling heart broken, i consoled myself that the situation cannot get worse..but it did..my unintelligent mind failed to anticipate that the liquid from the lcd screen would leak out..so imagine my shock when i checked my phone again and saw the screen with many streaks of rainbow all over it..haiz...anyone know how to fix it?

29 March 2008

2009-03-29T07:54:00.000-07:00

Zzz..jia lat..all the lecture test coming up liao...finding it harder and harder to breathe..but hey!more pain, more gain!加油！！anyone can be kind enough to submit your PIs to me for reference?i promise i wont copy it..inspiration needed..
Today, i watched confessions of a shopaholic..It was a great movie..(I bet shawn will give anything for that green scarf..)really shows you how weird people are..they invent gunpowder to kill each other, and came up with a thing called CREDIT so that they can get each other in debt?illogical..hmm..i sincerly hope that was enjoyable..
I came across this beautiful music piece from jay chou's movie,"secret”

13 March 2009

2009-03-13T07:41:00.000-07:00

Here's something really funny i found on you tube..lol..She's beautiful!!(Thanks to YouTube!!)

06 March 2009

2009-03-06T05:46:00.000-08:00

Hey!!psps...last week nvr blog..schedule was packed...but this week i managed to squeeze sometime out..yay! i gonna join the badminton event in SR@Olympics !! I think i gonna enter the singles part... i thank Rick for inviting me to join a double with him...but i wanna pit myself against other people alone..(truth is, i dont wanna be a burdern...)1S10! support me and rick if you guys can okay?(it trally makes a difference to the player out there.. Omg! Today, I got trashed in badminton pretty badly by a senior..how am i supposed to save a smash i cant even see?and, he could cover the court pretty well.. thus, i was running around the court like crazy while he wasnt even breaking a sweat...haiz..however, i thought i smashed pretty well!(correct me if i am wrong..lol)
Just as i was about to settle down and start (home)work for the day, my phone started vibrating..it flashed "Shawn Lim Wen Xiang<3"calling.. thinking that it was something无聊, i picked up the phone..instead of the usual "hai! watashiwa Jay Chou desu", i got something like"Barry, can come out? I feeling damn pissed now..."imagine how freaked out i was..not knowing what to do, i asked Mr lim if he wanted to come over to my place instead..but the Emo kia just said"nvm lar, bye bye.." zzz...it made me sound evil by pushing him away..so i said CRAP!! my friend needs my help..i just cant 袖手旁观！and i rushed down to white sands..thats how i ended up meeting two zombies that used to be my ex-classmates: Auntie(siew yee) and Shawn..after hearing their complains, i start to feel abit stressed out too!Jc life is hard..and the occational missing of 4Ep does'nt help..(homesick?)haiz...加油 everybody!!see you all in University!!

20 February 2009

2009-02-20T05:07:00.001-08:00

SRJC says: cannot blog about the school, friends or teachers in a negetive light...Thus, to keep myself out of trouble's way, I am not going to blog about anything bad..muahaha!!got many tags that i've noticed were about me not growing up physically..i beg to differ..I'm proud to announce that i am 1.71 meters tall!!haha!!beat that(i laughing at Jj,Wedge, and farie..)
Every Friday, some of the teachers will have exersices in the morning..some, play badminton! they also encourage students to join in!(however, teachers still have the authority to use the courts first..which i feel is totally reasonable)So...today i did.. little did i know i was going to be trashed...okay..not really but the teacher and i knew who was in control of the game..i could only put up occational struggles to save my pride...haiz..But, the main point was that i had fun!! Victoria and Rick came later..so i got a chance to play with classmates..however, i was already tired from the game with the P.E. teacher..so i went on a little hard on rick so he would'nt have a chance on making me run anymore..(heh..)
Tomorrow got 4EP class cycling? but i cant go...haiz...morning got chinese tution..afternoon got electone lesson...after that working...lol..sorry guys..i really do miss you...Congratulations on Jade for being the first person from Draco-3 to tag on my blog..Thanks!

13 February 2009

2009-02-13T05:48:00.000-08:00

Wha..SRJC..a place where students are made to break barriers..move out of their comfort zones...Let me give a few examples to prove my statement. Number One. Can you believe a SHORT guy like me can actually play Volleyball as a cca?(unbelieveable, and way out of what i believed i could do)so next time, you see me in a class gathering(err...for beach volleyball?), i will have the chance to compare to Justin and see if its volleyball that causes people to grow..Number Two. A few months back, I could never see myself dancing with a class of strangers, pairing up with someone of the opposite gender whom i have never met.(imagine..Barry dancing..Urgh..lol). Number Three. Assuming all you guys know me very well, am i the kind of person who is able to fit in to the class from day one and be as friendly i am in 4ep?i rest my case..haha...lessons starting soon...haiz...lecture..untill 5.30 on monday and 5 on tuesday leh....

06 Febuary 2009

2009-02-06T06:24:00.000-08:00

heh..dead blog..psps..very long liao..nothing much to do...i hopefully will be able post more on my dormant blog as i have found my password!! yeah!!for all those that still do not know, i have entered SRJC. Although its not a very good school(in terms of COP) but the seniors and the teachers are really friendly...(DAD in background muttering:TOTO how to win?? i want the 10 million...) my course is MATH(H2), CHEM(H2), BIO(H2) and ECONS(H1)..first choice!! whoo hoo!! oh yea, got any suggestions on what cca i am suitable to join? This goes out to all who has known me long enough...i have this strong urge to join soccer..so if you see me attending class gathering in cructhes, do NOT ask me what cca i joined..lol..

23 August 2008

2008-08-23T01:23:00.002-07:00

THanks to youtube..i love you!!!(lol..)

23 August 2008

2008-08-23T01:23:00.001-07:00

23 August 2008

2008-08-23T01:22:00.000-07:00

14 August 2008

2008-08-14T07:45:00.000-07:00

Hi!very long never post..:p want to thank the few people who gave me a birthday present..Once again thanks alot!!i am 16!YAY! can watch nc 16 show without worring about not looking 16..hiaz..another big blow when i heard woan ni, yao wen& wei jie look at my sec one pic and say that i totally never change..i guess i will always look this way..its good right?so next time, 10 years down the road, you will definatly reconise me if you meet me on the road..
Oh yea, please class of 4EP, host a class chelet(?) its our last year....

06 August 2008

2008-08-05T23:28:00.000-07:00

Currently in class computer lab, with le hung moaning to himself that he wants to see "chio bu"..what are the chances le hung can really get one?hmm...btw, doing class video with wedge(i dont know why he is called that..)..working with him is weird..and funny..he suddenly goes'"ARGH!!THE LAG FORM THE COM!!!" or "LAG AGAIN!!" i wish to take a video of that but i dont have a video cam..-.-..haiz..
i received my first two presents for this year!!the book Breaking Dawn! should i spoil it?LOL..second one is a watch!!its analog..so i think i need a bit oif practice to look it it...i just realised

2008-07-18T06:26:00.001-07:00

three words for this singer from me..W-O-W..lol..

12 July 2007

2008-07-12T07:10:00.000-07:00

What a week! The week was a exciting as pouring a cup of plain water to drink..However, i came across a peculiar story on shawn's blog.. it went something like this(shawn!! why cant i copy and paste from your blog?copyright protections??) hiaz...too lazy to type liao..just wanna say, ci nai yuan zhe shang gou!! btw please remind me to tell you a joke..its really funny..i will just keep laughing when i think about it...

03 July 2008

2008-07-03T02:40:00.000-07:00

2 post on one day...sorry eh? i just wanna make up for not updating..heh heh..added some pictures i took.(From google actually)

First One!!its a picture i took of myself infront of Mako Reactor 5..i am sorry its blurry at the back..Darn Fog..

Cant remember where i took this..Hmm...

Wei Jie and I(?), taken during the Singapore Haze..

Hope you enjoyed the pictures, obviously its not really me..or wei jie for that matter...but, however,its always good to imagine!!

03July2008

2008-07-03T02:28:00.001-07:00

Hiaz..i used to complain that most of the blogs are dead..now mine is nearing that..darn..hope CPR can help it..one!two!three!..
recently playing alot of soccer..scored a few goals, very happy..hope Jason is not reading this..heh heh..but i was pretty happy that i finish the game quickly by a suprise goal.i was not really looking forward to a game with him..sorry..
Did something called touch-sparring(?) with jake.. rules were:1. no touching below the waist. (so i guess dirty lowblows are a no-go..darn) 2.no grabbing opponent(WHAT?!so i cant grab the opponent's hand like the show HUO YUAN JIA?) 3. no attacks to face(good for people like furgus and yao wen..)
I was happy with the rules..but first hit from Jake landed on my face...haiz..maybe i wanna add another rule..cut fingernails before any match..TOUCH-sparring did not feel like touch at all..it felt like jabbing..ouch..but dint really hurt..haiz...BTW,IMPORTANT!!WHO WANTS TO GO FOR BOWLING AFTER CROSS-COUNTRY?PLEASE TELL ME!!

18 June 2008

2008-06-18T06:42:00.000-07:00

Today...did nothing much compared to the two days before..went to play badminton with Fm,Jake,Shawn(LWX)+3 weird people i don know..when i left my house, went up the bus,tapped my ez-link and SUPRISINGLY, the dumb machine beeped 5 times instead of the normal 2..and the screen said -pay cash-.. darn..no money..forgot to top up..Bus driver told me to pay 55cents. when i opened my wallet, my heart sank..it only had two ten dollar notes..totally no coins..i had a sudden urge to throw one ten dollar note into the little slot and tell the bus captain"hey there!keep the change!"but..that would be half my money for the entire day..so i went to dig into my badminton bag..in the first pocket i found 20cents..second pocket found 50 cents...omg..manages to get money out of thin air..MY BAG SAVED MY LIFE!!YEAH!!
Played Badminton later...was totally off form...disappointed in myself..got myself so rusty..breathe too much and drink too much water..bad for health..Hiaz...game was pretty fun, 13-21&21-10..me and jake made a GREAT team!!but he was a little nervous..like that also can win..if jake not nervous then i think we imba liao...

08 June 2008

2008-06-08T04:51:00.000-07:00

Hiaz..stupid day today..freaked out for 3 hours, looking for my phone in the morning..even roped in my mother to help..untill i gave up and went to buy breakfast..then, on my way there, my pocket started vibrating...i reached inside and pulled out my phone..and on it said"mum Calling"...hiaz..mum was pretty annoyed..lol
Did a little maths..proving...got a question not sure how to do..nvm got smart people like Wei Bin(?) to ask tomorrow hopefully..argh!!how to add pictures?!?!?!darn...

6 June 2008

2008-06-06T06:22:00.000-07:00

Today was an interesting day..came into canteen then found out that vending machine was EMPTY!!ARGHHH!! NO apple tea!!went to the other vending machine and found out that they were not supplied with electricity..haiz..drinks, so close yet so far..Though of going to 7-eleven to buy..so in the end walked all the way there..early morning walk..Great way to start a day..normally everytime my father drops me off at the gate..so reach class still feel like sleeping..LOL...

1 June 2008

2008-05-31T22:43:00.000-07:00

Wei jie ask me to do a quiz..so here it is!!

STUPID QUIZ..

1. At wad age do u wish to get married?

any age after 21 when i meet the right one

2. Wad do u desire most now?

good marks!

3. Who is e person u trust most?

my mum!

4. Do u think u have enough confidence?

Not yet..

5. Wad dream would u want to come true the most?

Err...not sure..i have many..

6. Are u satisfied with urself?

no..i cant stagnate now..

7. Wad are u most afraid to lose now?

Trust

8. Do u believe in eternal love?

I guess so..so many examples!!

9. Have u broken someone's heart to the point that he/she wants to commit suicide?

Not that i know of..

10.Wad do u like most about urself?

Ability to listen to others?

11. Wad qualities do u expect in ur other half?

Eh..cheerful(no need all the time)..innocent..funny?

12. Wad feeling do u hate the most?

Helplessness

13. Do u cherish every single friendship of urs?

yes.I try to.

14. Do you believe in god?

i... dont really...

15. Wad do u think is the most important in ur life?

to be alive?!

16. Who do u hope to be always there for u?

my friends and family

17. Wad do u regret most in ur life now?

Trusting jiajun..choosing badminton..may other stuff..

18. Wad kind of friend do u hope to be in ur friends' eyes?

The BEST kind la DUH...

19. Wad are u doing now?

doing this quiz lar..DUH

20. Wad is ur greatest fear?

Err..cant say...

29 May 2008

2008-05-29T05:32:00.000-07:00

Today was crappy..had to do some weird essay given my Mrs yee...had to do UMBRELLAS..when i got the title, i had a sudden urge to just write umbrella-ella-ella-ella-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh until i reach 350 but Roy say cannot...haiz...ended up writing myself as a victim of child abuse when the parent abuses me with an unbrella..stupid right?
Recess was evenful! It was cherie's birthday and almost half the class went to the concourse to celebrate for her..omg! HALF the class! that is a very good evidence that our class sprit is getting stronger!! Wonder why most of the class people that went down were guys..however, when i went down, i was disappointed..girls were crowding around the birthday girl while the guys were on the opposite bench watching..looked like some start of the bollywood movie when the dancers are at opposite sides of the scene before they start dancing...Btw, happy birthday to birthday girl!

27 May 2008

2008-05-27T07:13:00.000-07:00

Wah!!long time never post..diao...paiseh..cl o's are over!!paper one was quite easy..actually wrote about 2 and a half pages!!(thats ALOT for me) but i think i am gonna fail for paper two...

today went out with class for cip(community involvement programme)..had fun,but the class was alittle lethargic in my opinion..haiz..the school should really give more flyers..to save cancer patients, a few trees cut down is worth it?

Then got call from ting ting..so i said my goodbyes and ran to the train..my phone was screaming for more energy..crap..not wanting to lose my only way of contact,i tried offing my phone's bluetooth..dint work..and my phone went flat..haiz..

Met Yz,Tt,Tanya and Charlene..played arcade and watched a movie..its called made(maid) of honour..lol..when i was watching it, got sudden urge to hit the wall..wonder why..

i have gotta question..do all girls like a sense of security?

16 May 2008

2008-05-16T08:15:00.000-07:00

I seriously think got somthing wrong with me recently..i going crazy over old songs..e.g, Ma Baker by Bony M, Yesterday by Beatles(not the leona lewis btw Shawn...)and 不了情by deng li jun..nice songs..oh dear..i going crazy again..oooh I Believe In Yesterday...

Did something very emo yesterday..pulled a table to the middle of nowhere and started doing my chinese paper one mock exam...totally isolated..must have looked really stupid...did anyone take a pic? if yes please send me please!!!

10 May 2008

2008-05-10T04:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday dint manage to go for the class outing..haiz..must have missed out on alot of fun..However, I had fun watching Ironman with Shaun, Zhen Yan and Edwin..also went to the national library..the central one..never seen it before so went to take a look!

"WOW"was the first word that came to my mind.. the big, huge building infront of me reminded me that i was extremly short(1.68 nia)..hiaz..went in anyway and saw many good books i wanted to borrow..

Before that, we tried to go to the lan at bugis..Unfortunatly, because of the recent news on the lans making use of the loophole in the newspaper, the checks there was too strict..we were denied entry..but it was our MARKING DAY!!it was not a school day..darn..wasted a chance to prey on food(Zheng Yan&Edwin)...Nonetheless, i had alot of fun!!

08 May 2008

2008-05-08T05:40:00.000-07:00

YES!!Exams are OVER!! Bio was really easy except for the hard questions..How would i know what is the percentage of bases in the genes of a chicken??Btw, i feel d is correct and wrong..the percentages are EQUAL but they only add up to 80%..so whats the other 20%?ZZZ

GOOD NEWS(For me)
yay!! tomorrow can watch ironman!!and play lan!!rocks!!

BAD NEWS(For me)
Noooo...cant go class outing...haiz...to wild wild wet..one of the only places that i, who cannot swim cannot drown...zzz...Next time bah...

4 May 2008

2008-05-03T09:44:00.000-07:00

Wah..Barely half way through the exams and i am already struggling with my daily activities with only 1/10 of my brain cells left..haiz..must remember to send in to world record:number of brain cells killed in 2 hours..(A maths)
Today, i went for a wedding..quite like any other wedding where the bride is smiling to all the guests while the groom is sometimes staring only at the bride. The only point worth mentioning is the ceremony..it was as though i was watching a show and somebody decided to test my biligual ability by switching the langage... the groom could only speak fluent english while the bride was from chinaand could only speak chinese..
It went something like this:
"Are you, Mr.XXX, willing to take MsYYY as your bride?"
"Yes. I do"
And then channel 8 came on...
"Qing wen, YYYxiao jie,ni yuan yi jia gei XXX xian sheng ma?"
"wo yuan yi."
This exchange between languages was extremely amusing as both of them understood what each of them were saying, but they could not reply in the same tongue..
After the wedding, i found out a shocking fact! The wedding cake was actually a fake!! omg.. for 15 yeas of my life i always thought is was real..sad...maybe the hotel should employ fengmao to bake the cakes...

26 April 2008

2008-04-26T05:29:00.000-07:00

Yo! Right after the language exams!! how did you do? I crapped the english compo...i confirmed that i failed it..haiz..what kind of topic goes like this?"a rash decision that led to tragic consequences"?Zzz...oh well..guess i can qualify for pump liao...HELP!!!

18 April 2008

2008-04-18T06:26:00.000-07:00

Yes! I am now offically crazy over a song that was before my parents generation..My Way by Frank Sinatra!!So i hope all will understand and tolerate me if i suddenly burst out singing with my horrible voice..

Just read Jake's blog just now..IT WAS GREAT!!wow although the skin in abit too grey but still,IT ROCKS!!Another good book i came across, Its called The Good Earth by somebody..not sure..hope i can be able to finish it as fast as i can..

14 April 2008

2008-04-14T06:41:00.000-07:00

What a wonderful week! with the bazzar so succesful, just really want to say,CCHMS rocks!!for once anyway..haiz..i think i in big trouble liao..dint manage to buy jake's present..fm suddenly cancel meeting..crap him..oh well..next year lor..Btw, go search for this song..very nice.."My Way"by frank sinatra..very nice song..3 thumbs up!!

06 April 2008

2008-04-06T02:27:00.000-07:00

Here i am, sitting infront of the computer AGAIN..GOOD NEWS!! tomorrow,the new series of anime.VAMPIRE KNIGHT starts!!i think it will be possible to watch in on www.crunchyroll.com i wonder how they are able able to stat an anime when the manga is only untill book 6...haiz..

4 April 2008

2008-04-04T06:27:00.000-07:00

Yo! 4th april liao 52 more days to chinese o level liao! Feeling afraid?lol...today weibin, me and shaun went to the com lab after lecture to work on the coms for the bazzar.. unfortunatly, i was more of a hinderence than a help..irritating..in the end, i got distracted and went of to play icy tower. A boring game that drains you life away slowly by the repeated"whoohoo!!" and "whees!"because your character jumped more than one level..
Btw, has anyone seen jake's msn nick? just wanna know, wads the difference between improbable and impossible?

30 March 2008

2008-03-30T06:22:00.000-07:00

Yo! Today gonna disscuss somthing interesting in my opinion.As u already may know, we are 99.99%alike in genes. However,we hear many people saying,"we are totally different people!"its really amazing how this 0.01%make us special!it also changes what we like or dislike.
For example, I for instance hate the taste of pork liver..however, both my parents love it..weird right?this 0.01 percent also changes alot... for example the diffrence between guys and girls.I believe that this is the most significant difference in humans..don't you agree?

29 March 2008

2008-03-29T04:08:00.000-07:00

HI!Yesterday was the 4 school meet, as expected, CCHMS won!! For reward, Ms Lam said that all Bio students will minus one chap from mid year!! yay!!Then after that, approx. 12 of ep people went out for class outing..after drifting for 5 min, we decided to go to plaza singapura for lunch then decide on the day's activities. Unfotunatly, the girls dint bring any civilian clothes..sad rite?so we split ways after lunch..guys then later went to arcade played jap drums untill can go crazy liao..Gotta topic that i really wan to share but no time now..will talk about it tomorrow!!

27 March 2008

2008-03-27T07:35:00.000-07:00

Third post liao!Like the skin? abit to girly right?hiazz..will find better ones..but i really find the background pic really nice..not that i am complaining or anything, 3 days ago, Ferlin suddenly shouted somthing that goes like this,"Barry, You are a loser!" and for some reason or other, i really sat down to think about it(stupid right?). After thinking for awhile more, i came out with 2 reasons..
1, she was not in a good mood then.
2,i am really a loser..at what?i personnally think that i fail at commanding a certain basic amount of respect..am i right?

Please tell me your views?
Oh Yea, tomorrow is the 4school sports meet!!yay!! really hope i enjoy tomorrow!

23 March 2008

2008-03-23T05:15:00.000-07:00

Yo!I have decided to update my blog twice a week on saturday and sundays!new timetable is out!theres good news and bad news from new timetable
GOOD NEWS
There's no longer chinese on tuesday!!!YAY!!meow free day!!
BAD NEWS
Darn...no more pe on monday for us liao...haiz....back to wearing tie....

oh yea, new to making a blog....so can someone tell me how in the world to change the skin?i dont wanna be stuck with this skin forever!!noooooo

March 23 2008

2008-03-22T07:40:00.000-07:00

Yo! First post for this blog! Keeping it as simple as possible. I am Barry,15 this year.I had chem for school today.30/40 for chem...not very good rite?haiz...must work harder!!